I SPEAK, by Circumstantial Saint

I SPEAK

by Circumstantial Saint

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1.	I Won't Stop 01:08		buy track
2.	Can We Vibe? 04:01	lyrics	buy track
I am you you are me Reflection Deflection Obsession Direction? Surely you have Another Correction Today will be lost if you obsess over too much excess Trust the universe will shed Ganeshs test no rest I suspect you thrive in lives born among few I think me too Could've known you Can we vibe Can we vibe Can we thrive I love my life Sun rise and blue skies Social butterfly no time Just you And i
3.	Thoughts About Solitude 01:16	lyrics	buy track
Being alone is apart of the spiritual journey Ride the wave surf sometimes Feel the cuts and pain cuz they don't last and to feel it all is To be real Legit life Fullness means to embrace strife Being in solitude left to thoughts builds up your mental muscles just don't get hyper critical Be kind to you But for real you came into this world alone And you will leave alone The portals Yes the soul mates twin flames archenemies and the like are what make life life But the focus is on you Cuz we all our one The purpose is the purpose Can't hold them to shit Hold you to Truth Live in you
4.	Wrinkles -Album Version 05:44	lyrics	buy track
Y'all ever look at someone? Lol Like Really look at someone? You ever see em? I'm not talkin bout their personality, either I'm talking bout the soul Cuz I'm not talkin bout seeing with the eye I'm talking bout seeing With the know Now Y'all ever look at someone? Really look at someone? I mean the outer things tell a story too tho The wrinkles give definition and depth to personality and frowns show face show no grace and cuts from when you fell on the cement stoop at two scars from being jumped in high school style to your own and scent replicated by fewer than 2 Laughter- the smile that can hide a million cries Or Show how free one is in their mind You ever hear someone speak to you through their smile alone Not the smile that's happy The smile that you know is hurting them to do but it's all they can do And you know it's this way and so you smile too How's that make you feel? Now You ever look at someone and see the scars and ask how they got it you ever think about what it took for that scar to get to the point of where you are when you are seeing and receiving it? That scar on that person has a story and you are near that story Tap in Tap in to that person That Person Has a story You ever look at someone and know They have stories? You ever look At someone And see nothing but pain or rage or anger in nothing is their eyes But they smile and sound pleasant You Ever see someone who looks trapped through their eyes but their body and demeanor seem spread open wide? And they don't even themselves know they are kept behind lines lies and why's Moving through life on autopilot cuz society wraps em up in plastic and makes me feel they can't cry can't fight just lie and say you're alright I asked how you doin don't lie to me But lies come a dime a dozen cuz noone wants to hear a complaint You ever look at someone Really look at someone Feel their pain Look up and see their rain Coming down is their fears and self deprecating voids of misused tools overlooked cuz everyone wants to be brand new Yet noone does the work to clean up their rooms Looking inside and having inner dialogue Everyone just Wants it all With out understanding what All is You ever look at you Really look at you You ever see you Like really see you? Do you see the unhappy Do you see the tired Do you even bother I can feel your rude And my presence does very so mind to be in and around that my dude Shit is depressing and wait I'm depressed Shits a mess And we don't do enough digging within and comparing for the right reasons Hell they fault you for doing the same shit that he did to you but because it's him and his life it makes it ok for HIM Yes perspective is everything Do right and look within We got a whole realm of folks walking round with no sight just working themselves to death dumbfounded and blinded and worshipping a goldilocks zone of maybe 3-4 years wit supple non saggy skin And 1.2 kids and 2.5 bathrooms no in house extended kin Compartmentalized mentality That's the wrong duality I'm talking bout actually the full experience One is the other one affects the other I am you you are me I see you Do you see me? My wrinkles can't tell you lies My eyes may hide But my eye is speaking open wide You won't hear me cuz you choose to be blind And I been tryna figure out how to break it down For you to open up your mind Let me in Feel me kin This world is more than the words we breathe thru our skin The sun water plants our melanin Do you really see me All that is coded within Cuz I bare all And some say that's too much Yet they consume too much and I'm too much? I'm not enough just yet 116 I'm detailing the picture of the grooves in this canvas with extra blues to represent the battered and abused that rode the f train to blues That took a turn to that 6 foot ditch too soon That didn't see the balance in down and up Gravity weighed on the soul too much What the fuck is luck give me dirt and grit give me MOTHAFUCKIN experience What do you see CAN you look at me? Do you have the ability I should have asked that at the beginning …. What do you see Is that 12 year old boy still crying for attention is that 8 year old still wishing he wasn't ignored? Deep in that crystal clear shade of blue lies fumbles on lost social cues Ridiculing anyone who crossed you And that smile and scent don't fool the ones who cleanse and protect theirs Stop seeing others See yourself And you will cherish the wrinkles dimples laughs fears tears passions and lost years Of others . See to seek to discover.
5.	Be Free 04:51		buy track
6.	I SPEAK 02:58	lyrics	buy track
I speak my truth I speak to heal I speak to brew I speak to encourage me and you I speak understanding I speak knowledge The ancestors speak through me and I always acknowledge my truth is the seed Your actions are the fruit Did you listen? I speak drama and action Suspense mystery hidden knowings random showings of stuff most folks don't care about Comedy fantasy and real shit noone wants to talk about themselves but they love to hear and talk about how someone else did I speak My truth I speak I speak in emotions and energies I will remember your inner see Your inner me is my inner me Whether or not we on the same frequency Don't matter your degree Don't matter your mistakes Life gives and takes Your intentions are what liberate Do you speak fruit? We all are given seeds Did you grow a root? Did you birth a fruit? Time is irrelevant Remember the sun the earth the water Is in you Shine and speak the realest of you
7.	TransMUTE 02:54	lyrics	buy track
transMUTE your energy Not tryna sound preachy But your draining Instead of listening to a friend's constructive criticism And taking care of your own needs I'm here if i feel you truly need But again right now You're draining I do this shit everyday I practice what I preach and I slip too We all do But you don't listen to me at all Push away my songs and laugh and mock and throw your Bible in my face Thinking God will save all you from all your real mistakes When the mistakes are God Cuz you are God and your mistakes are you But religion got you like glue And again your draining me with your Bible thumping scriptures and rules Can I give you a clue Pick up your phone and Google history before Christianity and we can start there Your stress is not my mess And I As a friend refuse to see you this long down in your pool of cest I see feel the potential in there But I can't get it for you Boundaries before others needs If I see you need a friend I got you And again my spirituality isnt a joke My actuality is for show And you don't see me coming at you I'm tryna get you To respect my boundaries Your energy is all over And you don't even realize cuz you too worried about everyone else but yourself Get to work on why you can't focus And leave my path alone I got mine I can be kind and I can be nice But I can be rude if I see fit to Respect transMUTE Don't neglect
8.	I Choose Me 01:00		buy track
9.	Battlewounds Remix 04:00	lyrics	buy track
I love you Want Wanted to be with you But these aren't yet scars Theyre still wounds Battle wounds And I would be rude to me If I left myself confused By the memories of being abused Battered the fuel The fire The futile fleeting feeling Of reminiscing on desire Of you This movement killed the stamina for reflection and true discernment of them and you And even now I still confuse the two Byproduct of the trauma I suppose And only I can know what I am supposed to do So again these wounds need time to heal I numbed pain and silenced the grief and time moves but still it's still all too real The wounds They need time to heal And even still I dunno if my heart can take another till I just know I will forever love you
10.	My Dick Ain't For Free 03:54		buy track
11.	Align 03:04		buy track
12.	Lack 02:36		buy track
13.	Kiss Me While I'm Here (Miss Me When I'm Gone) 02:33	lyrics	buy track
Open eyes Open wide Kiss me while I cry Open fears Salty tears Miss me while I'm here Don't fear the thought of me leaving Don't want to do the grieving I want the flowers Kiss me while I'm here Before you miss the scents and smiles The cries and times Walking in the sand The times while you were driving I grabbed your thigh and held your hand Kiss the doubts to comfort the fears Before we are no longer here We won't get this back Cherish the sweet laughs and breakdowns cuz they don't last Think of the seed that became the fruit Open Listen Feel You I'm kissing you now So I can put off missing you when you're gone
14.	No Strings 04:12		buy track

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released May 17, 2023

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Circumstantial Saint Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Circumstantial Saint is a smart soul who wants to elevate the flow and collective consciousness of the current now. Combining poetry, spoken word, affirmations & mantras, house, hip hop, blues, r&b, and rock; Circumstantial Saint seems to blend it all under a dark, mystical and airy, but optimistic sound. ... more